Freak These Tales

Today was an up-and-downer. It seems like everytime I walk into my French class my stomach drops into my ass and by the end of the 50 minutes, I feel so relieved. It's not even that hard, but since I'm not that used to being challenged so much, it's a problem. But it's just something I need to get used to. But besides that I had a crazy talk with Ms. Aguero today.
My relationship was not even comparable to hers but we had a few things in common. And one thing I noticed was that when your with someone that you truely love.. or you think you do. You don't notice many things going on around you. Like you don't notice a lot of other people that you noticed before.. sometimes you don't even notice your friends. You tend to neglect a lot of the people and things around you and it sucks. I never really thought of it before, but it's true. People can get extremely scandalous under certain conditions. And I'm not trying to be that type of person. Ever.

SUPP !

Man, it's been a while.
But, for a bit of an update, Thanksgiving was bomb. I'm so damn thankful for my life and my family & friends. I couldn't even tell you.
So speaking of thanksgiving, Brandon came over later that night and met of few of the crazy Mosleys. He had a heart to heart with my dad, AND I was scared shitless. I was really nervous but turns out.. stupid Brandon wasn't even paying attention cause sports center was on. Guys are unbelieveable.
Hmm.. so, yum. :]]

Crazy Sexy Cancer

I cried today.
But it wasn't because of myself or any of my own problems. I watched a documentary called Crazy Sexy Cancer and these women are AMAZING. They have been diagnosed with different types of cancer and even though it has brought them down emotional, physically, and mentally, they still try and make life as fulfilled as they possibly can. It's amazing, I envy them.

Today was a day that started out bad. Well it actually started last night when I found out about some interesting, disappointing stuff. Majority of the time I make very stupid decisions that I regret later on but there's nothing I can do about it after the fact.

I'l continue this later, I'm trying to get my car back.

D.A.N.C.E.

I can pretend like things don't bug me.
But they do. And they always will.
Always have.








MANNNN I'm vague.
suuuurry kidds.





San Fransico was beautiful though.
LOVE it out there, so many foreigners.
A griiiip of shopping.
It was bombiiiies.
:]]

Chocolate Cake?

Yesterday was pretty fun.
Didn't expect to chill with Amanda and Robin that day, but it was needed. We needed to reunite :]]
So we went to Glendora [shhh] and hung out with her friends. They were super chill. Just a little kick back, but it was tight. Played category for liek 30 minutes.. I think. Never hung out with ollllder kids before. 'Twas and experience. Maybe we'll do it again some day.
PEACE kidds.

Caaacaah

I feel like pewp.

The Body is Beautiful

Today was an interesting day, a type of day that I've had before but never wished to have again. Of course one of those extra awkward ones, especially when you were temporarily inseparable from one who you used to share some type of intimacy with you know? Well if you don't then its all good.. you could live without. But I just don't know what truly condemned me to leave my perfectly perfect comfort zone into some rush of intensity that was completely and utterly unknown. Maybe it was because I felt empty or maybe for the simple fact that deep down inside I truly wanted to go and just see if anything had changed you know? Well usually I'd refuse to believe that but today, I think I'll just accept it. I think I just wanted to know how things had been, what had changed, and maybe if there was just a little spec of hope left for me .. I don't know. I really don't know. But writing, it's supposed to help you out with these types of things you know? Get it all down on paper; or in my case, a screen and then just figure it all out. But I just don't know, I really have no clue about anything. I'm a little lost. And not knowing who I'm writing this to isn't helping one bit.

Transforrrrrrmers

Last night was funn with Rodrigo.
Went to go see Transformers with the beautiful Shia Lebeouf
Then went to CPK had some bomb ass pizza and lettuce wraps.
But then I started to get cramps, but I held them in
Shhhh.
Got home and KNOCKED OUT.
I was so tired.. && I have no idea why.
Soo now I'm going to go with Kathleen to her little
rugrat ass cousins birthday party.
I am the devil. :]]
HAha JK JK, I'm a saint.
Ok now.. I'm not a saint, but I'm not that bad.
OK WHATEVER.
Peacccce fools.
My thoughts are a little scrambled, my feelings as well.
Just "Let Go"

Venice Baby

Today was HELLLLLA boring.
Woke up.. in my chonies.
SAY WHAT!?
Yeaaa I know right.. :]]
Washed the car and took it for a
"dry-off" spin around Walnut with
Sab and Kath. HAha
Contemplated whether or not to take a shower.
Decided to take one washed my fro, and then
straightened it.
Before&&After


Then I watched the Lords of Dogtown for the 2368353
time with Nicole.
Fun stuff.

Mann

Hmmm.. Tis be my first blog. And it's cool using a new one.. xanga got old even though mine was beautiful. Life is alright.. not going anywhere really.. but then again, I'm not asking it to. I have a new confidence and I'm ready to use it. Lets go.