Honestly,

I didn't know it was going to hurt this bad. I didn't even know I cared this much. Turns out, its does. But at least now I know what love is, and maybe I'll recognize it next time it comes around.. if it ever does.

I thought about you two, together. And right there my heart stopped. And then I thought about you two, together, continuously.. while I thought nothing of it this whole time. And I couldn't even breathe.

That's really all there is to it. I don't eat nor do i sleep. And if I do sleep, it's bad sleep.. cause I have to lay in that bed where I always used to lay with you and its hard. I just want you to know that it's incredibly hard.