Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Right now.

Ehh, earlier i realized a lot of things about him and i and me and him and shit. Continuously i couldn't figure out why it hurt so much and why i felt almost as if i had made the wrong decision. But after resorting to everyone's favorite quartet of new york women and their lives and their problems, i realized why i shouldn't feel the way i do. I realized, after a while, that had he not went off and did things with other girls, repeatedly, things would be different today. And maybe if i wouldn't have grown a pair and went off into plenty of nights with a man's mentality that maybe we could have made it. But, he did and I did, and that's just the way things ended up.

So, I've decided that today is the last day that i ever write anything else about it.
It's been fun, but it's time to officially move on.
& yeah, im gay and emotional, fuck off.

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