Right now.

Ehh, earlier i realized a lot of things about him and i and me and him and shit. Continuously i couldn't figure out why it hurt so much and why i felt almost as if i had made the wrong decision. But after resorting to everyone's favorite quartet of new york women and their lives and their problems, i realized why i shouldn't feel the way i do. I realized, after a while, that had he not went off and did things with other girls, repeatedly, things would be different today. And maybe if i wouldn't have grown a pair and went off into plenty of nights with a man's mentality that maybe we could have made it. But, he did and I did, and that's just the way things ended up.

So, I've decided that today is the last day that i ever write anything else about it.
It's been fun, but it's time to officially move on.
& yeah, im gay and emotional, fuck off.

Leavin' on a jet plane

You know that feeling you get when you see something you didn't want to see or was hoping you wouldn't see and your heart just drops to your ass. And your like mann its cool, its whatevers, its chill ! But you know your heart isn't going to reposition itself for a minute. Yeahhhhhhhh, thass wassup. -__________________-

Gahhd dos posts in one day. May I be excused from the table ma ?

Today's the day.

Well, I lied. I went with my dad to go vote (: Annnd they gave me a sticker.







Bahahhahahah alright im done -___-
Go bamamamama !
It's 6:42 im the pm November 4th, 2008 and it is 200 - 90 OBAMAMAMAMA.

Mannn

I don't want to go through this shit again.

SO..

ALMOST got my web pirced but too bad i fucking passed out in the chair..

so technically, i dont have it pierced, but the holes are there.
I'm so mad.

Hey baby watch out, your sex is on fire.

DUUUUUDENOMOEMOFUGGINSHIT.

I don't know how much longer i can do this ! can't take this shit no moe !
Alright alright alright, check it.

Here's what is baffling me at the moment. NOW correct me if im wrong but you said you loved me ehhh like 13 days ago. Now that might have been true or not but if it wasn't why'd you bother saying it ? You know damn well, as did I, you didn't mean it. I mean its been a week or so and your already riding every girls dick. I mean shit. If your trying to prove something, you can stop i understood all that shit months back baby, but if this is just who you've become -- well then i hope you have fun.

pee.essssss. stop reading myshit.

"I missed your fayyyyce"

i lahhhh you paulita i laahhh you
hahah check those kicks (: